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TW: Discussion of alcoholism<\/em><\/p>[\/et_pb_text][\/et_pb_column][\/et_pb_row][\/et_pb_section][et_pb_section fb_built=”1″ _builder_version=”4.25.0″ _module_preset=”default” global_colors_info=”{}”][et_pb_row column_structure=”3_4,1_4″ _builder_version=”4.25.0″ _module_preset=”default” global_colors_info=”{}”][et_pb_column type=”3_4″ _builder_version=”4.25.0″ _module_preset=”default” global_colors_info=”{}”][et_pb_text _builder_version=”4.25.0″ _module_preset=”default” text_font=”Montserrat|500|||||||” width=”100%” global_colors_info=”{}”] We all have a go-to for comfort, right? Comfort food, comfort book, comfort movie and TV show. Like Vivian, I grew up as the only child of parents who fought often, so I relied on comforts. One of my favorites was I Love Lucy<\/em> on Nick at Nite. Beyond the laughs, I adored the love between them, especially knowing they were a real couple. It was the perfect comfort show.<\/span><\/p>\n When I learned Lucille Ball and Desi Arnaz had ended up divorcing, I felt let down. What had happened? They looked happy on TV. <\/span><\/p>\n Actors, right? That\u2019s the point. They\u2019re good at pretending.<\/span><\/p>\n The One and Only Vivian Stone<\/em> was inspired, in part, by them: a couple who appeared to have it all but didn\u2019t. When deciding on the main wedge to drive my couple apart, I kept coming back to <\/span>alcoholism. But truthfully, I fought against it.<\/span><\/p>\n My dad, like Vivian\u2019s, was an alcoholic. So was my grandpa. One time, he got so drunk he hit a telephone pole and had to walk home while dripping blood. Coming up with scenarios to write wasn\u2019t difficult, but it was uncomfortable because it meant reflecting on stressful and sad memories. Many times I wanted to delete a scene. Or change directions. 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